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Архитектура Аудит Военная наука Иностранные языки Медицина Металлургия Метрология Образование Политология Производство Психология Стандартизация Технологии |
The author’s lament in remembrance of the Lord’s childhood Pastimes
আ হ া স ে চ ৈ ত ন ্ য প দ ভ জ ন ে র স ম ্ প দ aha se chaitanya-pada bhajanera sampada aha –Oh! se chaitanya-pada –Sri Chaitanya’s feet [are] sampada –the wealth bhajanera –of devotion. kotha –Where gela –have they gone ebe –now, chhadi’ –leaving ama –me? amake pheliya –They have thrown me away [and] gela –left, [but] mora mrtyu ha-ila na –I have not died. ami –I gadagadi yai –wallow soke –in lamentation. [17] Oh! Sri Chaitanya’s feet are the wealth of devotion. Where have they gone, leaving me alone? They have thrown me away and left, but I have not died. I simply wallow in lamentation. এ ক দ ি ন শ ি শ ু ক া ল ে দ ু জ ন ে ত ে প া ঠ শ া ল ে eka-dina sisu-kale du-janete pathasale eka-dina –One day, sisu-kale –in [our] childhood, du-janete –we hatahati karinu –fought hand to hand kondale –in a quarrel pathasale –at school. duhkhera bhare padiya –I became filled with sadness [and] ka̐ dilama –cried eka-dina rati –that day and night ganga-tire –on the bank of the Ganga mayapure –in Mayapur. [18] One day, in our childhood, we fought hand to hand in a quarrel at school. I became filled with sadness and cried all day and night on the bank of the Ganga in Mayapur. স দ য ় হ ই য ় া ন া থ ন া হ ই ত ে প র ভ া ত sadaya ha-iya natha na ha-ite parabhata sadaya ha-iya –Compassionately, natha –the Lord asiya –came [to me] parabhata ha-ite na –before dawn gadadharera sangete –with Gadadhar [and] dakena –called out, “jagadananda! –Jagadananda! abhimana –Pride [is] bada –very manda –bad. chhadiya –Give up [your] vakrata –crookedness [and] katha balo” –speak [to Me].” [19] Compassionately, the Lord came to me before dawn with Gadadhar and called out, “Jagadananda! Pride is very bad. Be straightforward and speak to Me.” প ্ র ভ ু র ব দ ন হ ে র ি ’ অ ভ ি ম া ন দ ূ র ক র ি ’ prabhura vadana heri’ abhimana dura kari’ heri’ –Seeing prabhura –the Lord’s vadana –face, dura kari’ –I did away with [my] abhimana –pride [and] jijnasilama –asked, “kena –“Why kasta tumi paile –have You taken [such] trouble [and] chali’ –walked [here, ] kada bhumi –across the hard ground nadiyara –of Nadia, eta ratre –so late at night? tomara hena kasta –Have You taken such trouble mo lagi’” –for me? ” [20] Seeing the Lord’s face, I gave up my pride and asked, “Why have You taken such trouble and walked here, across the hard ground of Nadia, so late at night? Have You taken such trouble for me? ” প ্ র ভ ু ব ল ে, “চ ল চ ল ন ি শ ি অ ব স া ন ভ ে ল prabhu bale, “chala chala nisi avasana bhela prabhu –The Lord bale –said, “chala –“Let’s go! chala –Let’s go! nisi –The night avasana bhela –has ended. giya –Come grhe –to [My] house [and] bhojana karaha –eat. jani’ –Knowing [of] tava –your duhkha –sadness mane –at heart, ami –I anasane chhilama –fasted. chhadi’ –I left [My] sayya –bed [and] sayana –laid bhumite –on the ground. [21] The Lord replied, “Let’s go! Let’s go! The night has ended. Come to My house and eat. Knowing you were sad, I also fasted. I left My bed and laid on the ground. হ ে ন ক া ল ে গ দ া ধ র আ ই ল আ ম া র ঘ র hena-kale gadadhara aila amara ghara hena-kale –At that time, gadadhara –Gadadhar aila –came amaraghara –to my room, [and then] du̐ he –we ainu –came tallase –to search tomara –for you. haila –It is bhala –good [that your] mana –pride gela –has gone. ebe –Now chala –let’s go nija grhe –to My house, [and] kali –tomorrow khela kariba –we will play [together] ullase” –happily.” [22] “Gadadhar came to My room, and then we came here to search for you. It is good that your pride is gone. Now let’s go to My house, and tomorrow we will play together happily.” গ দ া ই -চ র ণ ধ র ি ’ উ ঠ ি ল া ম ধ ী র ি ধ ী র ি gadai-charana dhari’ uthilama dhiri dhiri dhari’ –I grasped gadai-charana –Gadai’s (Gadadhar’s) feet [and] dhiri dhiri –slowly uthilama –got up. thelite pari na –I could not disobey prabhu-ajna –the Lord’s order. giya –I went prabhuragrhete –to the Lord’s home, khai –ate kichhu –something, piya –drank [some] jala –water, [and then] suilama –rested dui chari danda –for forty-eight to ninety-six mintues. [23] I grasped Gadai’s feet and slowly got up. I could not disobey the Lord’s order. I went to His home, ate something, drank some water, and then rested for an hour or so. প ্ র া ত ে শ চ ী -জ গ ন ্ ন া থ ম ো র ে দ ি ল া দ ু ধ -ভ া ত prate sachi-jagannatha more dila dudha-bhata prate –In the morning, sachi-jagannatha –Sachi and Jagannath dila –gave more –me dudha-bhata –some milk and rice [and] pathaya –sent [me] padite –to study sange –with prabhu –the Lord. tabe –Then, yabe –when ailama –I came grhe –home padiyasuniya –after reading and listening, prabhu –the Lord asi’ –came mora grhe –to my house [and] khaya –ate [with me]. [24] In the morning, Sachi and Jagannath gave me some milk and rice and sent me to school with the Lord. When I came home after studying, the Lord came over and ate with me. ক ো ন ্ দ ল ে র প র ে প ্ র ে ম হ য ় য ে ন শ ু দ ্ ধ হ ে ম kondalera pare prema haya yena suddha hema prema –Love kondalera pare –after a quarrel haya –is yena –like suddha –pure hema –gold. kata sukha ha-ila –I was so happy manete –within [my] heart, [and] prabhu –the Lord bale –said, “tumi –“You rago –got angry [and] ami –I ragi –got angry ei lagi’ –for this reason, [and now our] prema –love paraspara –for one another vrddhi bhela” –has increased.” [25] Love after a quarrel is like pure gold. I was so happy within my heart, and the Lord said, “Both you and I became angry out of love, and now our love for one another has increased.” গ ্ র ন ্ থ ক া র ে র শ ্ র ী চ ৈ ত ন ্ য প ্ র ী ত ি |
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